Wash Day 5
South Shores Top,
August Pants,
J - Styling and Attachés Bag, Katrina Flats, Guess Interchangable Watch, Old Cardigan, Aizilym Necklace, Gifted Bracelets
Simple School Day outfit.
Haiiii, do you guys know the feeling of being so down? Depressed? and
just Tired? That’s how I’ve been feeling these past few days, it’s
midterm week just after Sinulog, I have work, I have organization stuff,
tons of relationship to maintain, lots to think about, and just stuff. I
know I’m in no position to complain, and that I’m so blessed compared
to beggars or something, but give me a break here. I think this is just
the summed up stressed from the last few months. I want everything to
feel normal again, not like this—when everything feels like such a big
task.
So yesterday didn’t help at all, I was so down from the start of the
day, like literally. We had one of our all-nighters and I was chatting
up with my friend and Jong about how I felt and prayed with him over
Viber. I had 3 tests that day and a plate to pass. I had no sleep. I was
dead tired. And around lunch time, it happend, the thing I’m so scared
of, I lost my iTouch:( Yes, I lost it, I could make a lot excuses for
myself but the truth is—I was just being clumsy and irresponsible. I
left it in the girl’s CR and 15 mins after, goodbye iTouch. It was so
important to me because all my files were there, it had lots of
memories, and most of all the sentimental value of it. It was a gift
given by my friends for my 18th birthday. So that was the biggest reason
why I felt so bad, and I tried my best to look for it. But my efforts
failed, I knew that if a lost item is not returned with the next hour,
that the chances it would be back in your hand again would take a
miracle. So, R.I.P. my love, iTouch, you’ve been such a blessing and
such a big help in my hectic life. Some of you might think me lame for
saying that to an inanimate object but it’s just how I feel. I cried the
whole day yesterday and even now, I feel like tearing up. but I have to
move on, I can buy a new one, but it will never be the same. I have to
start saving up though. Work harder. Be more
tihik than I am
now. Go out less. In short, it’s gonna be a long time before I can buy
one, but its okay because then I will take care more of it because of
the effort I went through to buy it.
Sorry for the sappy story along with an outfit post guys. I will try
to be okay, with the help of such awesome friends. I’m not okay now, but
I will be. I’ll be less updated though, instagram, foursquare, twitter,
emails, etc. I trust that God has a plan for me. Pray for me if you
will, I need them;/
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